high school...

i really dint wanna go to school...

i want stay at home,watching tv..n blogging . fc booking..

i hate my fren

i hate muhd faiz..

i hate to b pengawas ol the tyme..

i hte homeworks..

urrgh..nooooooooo

faiz look at me,
i fake a smile so he wont see,
wat i want n wat i need,
and everything dat we should be

i'll bet shes beautiful,
dat girl he talks about,
and she got everything dat i have to leave without

faiz talks to me,
i laugh bcus its just damn funny,
and i cant even see,
anyone dat he wit me

he says,he so in love,
he finally got it ryte,
i wonder if he kno he only i think about at night,

he the reasons of this tear drop on my guitar,the only keep me wishing on the wishing star,
he's the song in the car,
i can sing donno why i do,

so i drive home alone,
as i turn off the light,
i put his picture down,
n mayb can get sleep tonight

chorus

faiz walk through me,
can he tell dat i cant breath??,
n there he goes,
so perfect smile,
the kind of flawless,
i wish i could be

she better hold him tight,
give him all her love,
lokin most beautiful eyes,
n kno she lucky cuz..

chorus

he's the tyme
taking up,but theres never enough for all i need to fall into
faiz look at me,i fake a smile so he wont see...

today
today i when to klcc..watch movies..new moon..so cool,,n lil bored to..jalan2,carik kerja n balik rumah..so tired..kaki bengkak pakai heels..omg..tp best..jmpe mama kathy..she is very nice..i like her..

eVeRyOnE FEel IT...

I HAVE A FREN NAME CAROL,shes 4rom canada.we r gud fren,she is very nice person..n i adore her persinality.she is kinda very2 not..very close to a guy..n he hate brendan..a boy who is rude n so uncool..

one day,she have a huge fight wit her fren denise..who stay next to her..,so she move to onother place dat is infront to brenden..,then they start to talk..n jokes n laughing..n i can see she confort wit him.n ofcoz she don hate him like b4,i guess...

n start dat day,she seem very close to her..,,

n carol told me..she likes him..n was like ok..r u sure??n she is very sure.then they bcame like usual sat together,eveything together..,i can see dat brendan likes her too.the way he stared at her,on the way he talks n smile is very different..n i kno he literaly like her..they was like very sweet together..our fren want her to b wit him.but carol seem very shy,i can say..

she sacrifice for him..like buying him a candy everyday..doin his homework..n sometimes i felt pity on her.but she want to b dat way..as long he love her.

n early october,,brendon start to ignore her n seem not so interest to her..he always bad mood..n give her a bad look..or let say not a flirt look like he did bfore..,n she can feel dat n sometink wrong.

on last november,,carol find out dat..he dating a girl young then her age about one year..n she is terribly upset,,start dat day she so badmud..so unactive..always want to be alone..n i pity on her.she told me not to care of her..n need me to leave her.i can se she is so hurts.plus,she look awful n pale.she cries in her room all the day,she makes lyric about broken heart start to adore taylor swift ,she don eat..she look bad

i kno she likes him so much..im sorry for her.i mean brenden don hv to do dat..he kno..about her feeling..n he likes her too..why not give her a chance..he is so ego..

n brenden talks to her..n joking like they use too..but i sae carol faces,,she gave him a fake smile..n brenden knew it..he relize how she feel..n he feel bad..i think..he deserve to felt dat way..

n start 4rom dat..they don b so close..n carol seem so ok..after she went to my rehab..haha..n she onces told me..dat she'll find her true love when shes married..n u don give to much hope to men u like..she said.

u kno wat..moral of the story,,u never find someone dat u really dream like care about u,love u,bcus they only come once in ur life..n u never find it again when u break her heart..so dont do dis..

i got that guy picture

firstly...next year school start..n everyone know how much i hate it.so boring..i hope im 17..can do wat i want..n free..
n like totaly fuck dat maybe i gonna do to school by bus..n my dad mesti xnak antar..
n the most thing is..i really gonna miss my classmates bcus..im maybe not staying the same clas wit them..ouh no..im miss it...

i hope..n hope dat i can masok kelas sains bio..dat is my dream..i wan it so badly...
n i don want to be close to ct..n ytimah..i hate them..bitch n ugly duckling..bad so bad words..but they deserve dat..haha

holiday...
yeh esok plan nak tengok twilight..xsabar nak tgok kristen stewart..n nak jalan kat klcc tu..
aku plan nak beli buku new moon sbab twiligt baru dah ade...
tp mmg aku xsbar nak g jalan2...

the mummy

sejak tengok the mummy aku fall in love dgan brendon fraser yang sangat hot tuh..bak kate akak aku laki tue..so??hot tuh...

nite b4 pmr

pmr finish

aku n timah

all about him...

this is about a boy who is my best,or let say my good friend..,,aku kenal dia sejak aku 14taon..tp wak2 tu aku dgn die x rpat..slalu gaduh..in other word i utterly hates him..he is so mean to me...,,waktu awal taun 2009 aku slalu naik bas g skul,n dye mmg ade dlm bas tu jgak..tp kmi xpnah brtego..dye buat bodo aku buat bodo..,,kdg2 bru brtgo..tp 2pon kalu aku xsengaje terlanggar dye..o samsol yg tego aku..,,but mgkn ni takdir,,so start banjir besar kt ulu langat...umah aku kne banjir..umah dye pon ofcoz jgak kne bnjr,sbab kalo umah aku kne umah dye pon akan kne sebab umah kami tepi dgn sungai..,,so dlm klaz tu aku kne ejek bnjir dye pon sme..so sjak tu dye ejek aku,aku ejek dye..n aku gadoh dgn ct..pastu dok dpan dye ntok satu hari..so sjak dri tu aku dgn dye r so close..slalu borak2,citer pcl family..n mcm2..pas2 kmi berdua start rpat..dye pon start dri tu klo naek bas dah xsombong..nmpak aku senyum...stp hari gurau2..smpai ader satu ari tu..aku gurau2 ngn samsol n dye..dye terpegang tangan aku..tulah moment plg brmakna dlm hdop aku..

byk lg tp aku xdpat nak aku cerita..tp hnye ade dlm igtn aku..,,dlm bengkel spe xtau..aku mmg dok seblah dye je..mksod aku..aku dok dgn samsol tp ble samsol move kat Raja so dye cpat2 trik seat rpt2 dgn aku which he never do dats..he hates sitting close to a girl...he told me b4 about dat ..n klo abis mase KH dye mmg absolutely soh aku pgang bku dye..n aku mmg happy xterkate..smpai ade satu hari dye dok dgn aku sgt rpat..smpai kaki dye mmg seblah pehe aku,,

n paling aku suka,dye kejotkan aku..when i was sleeping..i lied.but it works..he touch my hand..slameni aku taknah ngok dye wat camtu even ex-girl dye..,n dye kte nak tau mne umah aku..n mention nk crik n aku ingat dye gurau tp x..dye mmg dtang umah aku...,,i mean carik umah aku..my is says..kalu laki crk umah pmpn tu it means he likes her..i hope..,,start dri tu kmi tak pernah xbertego..kmi rapat sangat...n kali pertama dye dudok seblah aku waktu 13 july..my bufday waktu sivik..,sbb ct soh..n best sgt dye soh aku buat kan poster ntok dye..pertandingan..n aku buat..kmi talks dat tyme..about goin out to klcc..or let say a date..like asking smbody out its a date..ryte?i think..,,but tanpa keizinan allah xdpat g pon..sbb fadhil gile tu xnak tman dye..urrgh..,,n waktu bufday aku dye ucap happy bufday..ble igt mcm nk ngis..sbb tulah hadiah terbesar dlm idop aku..lg2 dye dok seblah aku..wahhhh..

n tbe2 akhir blan pose dye kurang rapat dgan aku..jrg bertego..mcg pon jrg,,itupon nk taknak bls..n aku nk bg tau tntg perasaan aku..dah solat istikarah..,one day aku dok dgn dye n ct..tp nk taknak ckp ngn aku..n ct tertnye pcl gf kt samsol n dye..samsol jwp dye ade gf..tp dye tak..so samsol kte dye pon sde..ct tnye ye ke,,tp dye xckp dpn aku..ble aku blah dri c2..dye ckp dye mmg ade gf..,,n aku sgt2 sedih..hnye allah yg tahu..start dri tu aku tak tego dye sgt..kmi xrpt lg...,,n aku berundur...

aku rse sakit jiwa sgt..p nk wat cmnekan..sabar jelah..harap dye bhgia n sihat slalu..,,he is the cool guy i ever met..he is muhd faiz...

oh my richard rama christian gutierrez

loving leah...

citer ni was very interesting sangat...td aku dah tulis pnjg2 pcl citer ni pas2 terpdm so ak mls nk tulis lg..tp citer ni mmg romantik..lg2 dokter tu ensem..hak3..n ak ske citer ni sbb dye agk religious..pmpn ni alim n laki ni tak..so leah ni la yg ubah laki tu jd alim..ksmplannye bes r..

abah 60th birthday..

harini 7 november 2009 merupakan birthday abah..kita owg sambot dgn mak tun(bakal mak tiri)she seem very nice..,,aku baby n abg lokman..skali g mkan sme2 kat restoran sri ratu dkat cheras..best jgak dpat makan byk2..r..

mak tun bg abah kek..aku bg abah cawan..k.tia bg sejadah n kopiah..harini bg aku best sgt sbb kte owg4 beradik dok sme2 kt dapo tguk bola..tadi..pas2 gelak2 sme..plg bes wak2 blik td...dlm kereta..kat ampang jam..kteowg stuck kat c2..skali ade maknyah kat tepi kereta..klaka sangat sbb dye nk ngorat abg lokman..n gedik2..xble nk byg kan...

n waktu nk g makan td jam gak kt beverly height..so ade bas rapid kat tepi kte owg..ade abg 2 mke cute sgt,,dye mle2 pndg kteowang smcm sbb baby vouge smcm..lme2 pndg aik dye senyum2 plak..aku pndg dye..dye smile aku pon mle nk flirting pastu baby mrh..klaka..pas2 bas teros jln ke dpn so kteowg xdpt ngok abg 2 lg..tp seriusly cute..hak3..mke dye mcm laki yg dlm iklan searching for very beautiful eyes...tp abg tu mcm cute lg pde laki dlm comercial tu...

anak2 kecil yg menderita...

kita patot berasa bgga sbab kte idop dlm ngara yg aman damai..tp masih ade yg xsedar dri..xigt allah..kesian bdak2 kecik yg comel ni...menderita sbb mglami bencana alam..ade yg khilgn mak bpk..kte mak bpk yg msh idop msh xsygi n hormati mreka..terutama yg ade bf...xsdr dri nipu je

my fantasy woods...

i always wanted to go hiking..i hope one day i can explore the forest.i love all the living things what i meant is i love the environment so much..i rely adore the life nature..and animal...

lg scary kalo terjumpe puteri bunian..hope not...bcus hutan ni ade misteri story..mcm2 jnis hantu ade..tp aku tak amik it to personally..bcus its don mghlg impian aku ontok explore hutan2...ahh bestnyer..janji x sesat sudeh..nanti todeh sowank2..hak3..

best frIeNd no mOrE..

having a best fren or other words is close fren is the nicest thing ever..but sometimes they never be honest to us..

the thing i relly want to say is..i relly hv a close fren..but she is so mean,,she using me..i meant when i need her..she always give an excuse..but when she need my help i always there 4 her...

my sis said not to be close to her again bcus she not being honest to me..and she never listen to wat im try to say..its relly anoiyed...i utterly like to be friend wit her..but she seem like freakin me out..n you relly not belives wat im just tryin to say..she never ever gives me a bufday gift..or card..i meant im not hoping smtg but she rely not appreciate me..n now im rely leavin her..

n my new close fren just the same..she gossipping about me now she not telling me the truth..n blamed her fren 4 telling me about she gossiping about me..ahhh damn..now i relise i donnit a bestfren..i love to be al0ne without them,cos they relly got on my nerve...

twilight
i sat on the balcony,it was rained,foggy and twilight..i starred at the woods..i love it..this is the most precious time ever--i have a dram,i utterly want to hiking in the forest alone.i think about my mom ryte now..i missed her so much..i wish she could be here when i need her..
since i was 13th i always want to hiking and spending my whole day in the wood..but it really absurd,im woder why im so obses wit my imagination-i love environment so much..
my dad r goin to married soon,i hate it,,but i want him to be happy.i doest even know who the hell is my future step mom??hope she is like an angel and not an evil step mom..hope so..-i need my mom so badly..i missed her..i gotta go..dah nak magrib..tak nak terlepas tengok captain barbell..si richard yang encem..huhu..

its truly me..
you see-im so excited,i mean i really want people to know this..,,
i leave in a boring lifestyle,i mean people might regonise me that im so up to date or wat ever it is..but the truth is im not.this is truly me,i always spending my whole day watching tv,readinng,washing dishes,cleaning,doin laundry..and cooking..-i usually reading bcoz to me reading is so peaceful..i love read a horror stories and fantasy..i dont prefer to read malay-novel...now,im read twilight,i find it very2 interesting and briliant...
i love goin to movies but not often..-bcoz i like to stay at home,,u kno i use to listen to natalie imburgla,michael buble,mika,the cors,carrie underwood,colbie caillait,,lily alan and tailor swift..cus i utterly like to hear slow motion song that can make me relaxes-and one more thing i really2 like norah jones..so much..shes cool..i love country song..old english song..like elmore james..never heard of his cd..obviously..-its really weird ryte??teenage girl like me usually like miley cyrus,akon..but im not..it don mean that im absurd..ryte??i kno so much about hollywood artist but its rely weird that i don admired malay star accept afdlin shauki..he really hilarious and cool..one of the kind..ryte..
sometimes i like to decorate my house,my room and my kitchen..its remarkeble-and im really prudent to my furnisher and sometimes im very ostentatious...hahaha...and i dont spent my self to wild life-like,n i use to stay at home permanantly..i love it..than waste my stupid time goin out for notin..and i rather hiking or enjoy stay at home..be me..its cool

co-star c.barbell

my captain barbell...

mentos...you break my hear

now im already wrote my own song..about a boy who i fall into..'our love isnt like a fairytales.hey,,my prince charming runaway,her princess cryin on the bench keep asking where he goes?.the way he look at me just not ryte,such a long way back,if i keep thinking about this i could cry..'dipetik dri script lu aku..bes x..mne nk taw ade rezeki aku pnye lgu tbe2 bjaye smpai ke lua ngra..mne nk taw kan..haha...

nItE aT loNDon..

is it??
i don usually fuck love..bcus i still belive in it..bcus who will live without it??am i ryte??om a single lady dat not available ryte now..bcus im so in love wit my cat..anio..meoww..haha...15th is too early ha??study first..i belive that love after marrige..so fantastic ha,,like in the 40s..my grandparent love story...kan2??

SCHOol??

ni la skul aku..skul aku xla besh sangat mcm skul owg len...yele skul aku ni kat kmpong je..hulu langat..dlu aku skul kat putrajaya..precint8..no1 bestari skul in malaysia..but dat tyme abah aku kerja lg lah..skrg da bersara dok kmpong jela..mle2 dlu ingat dok kampong macam awful tp lme2 aku lbe prefer dok kmpong,besides udara yang bagoos view pon bes..start pkol9 mlm da sejuk mcm kt frezer hill..paling best study kat garaj mlm2..sejuk sgt..masok la jgak ble study 2...putrajaya quite hot..n xbes..
i usually woke up at 6.15am...lpas sarapan bru g skul..sjak umi passed away aku la yg kne sediakan makanan sndri..xkn nak arapkn abah kowt..wlopon dye da60 taon..syukurla abah msk ntok aku..
kat skul i work as prefect..urrghh dlu aku suke sgt nk jd pngawas tp ble da lme2 cmni aku da xde interest lg..lg2 nk wat kerja..ckop mlas..haha..wlpon member2 pngwas aku 2,3 org je..sbab dwg sme mcm agak gedik bcus majority atlet skolah,bintang skolah n wat ever it is..tp aku?herm x..xpnah nk join kn dri kat mne2 society..o activity..aku xske balik skul lmbat..o nk stay back..kwn2 aku skela stayback..aku ske buat homework kt umah..bce bku ke..ape ke..ak ni x join owg sgt..kwn2 ramai..tp aku xrpat sgt ngn dwang bcus much of them like 2 talk about people n humiliate people unlike me..bcus i came from city not hometown gurl..so i not very use to dis whole thing..
kat kelas pon aku wat hal sndiri x kaco hal org..aku dgn kwn2 aku je..2pon dlm klas aku rpat nan certain2 person je..bcus some of the gurl was very rude n uncourtesy..so,,i hate it..even ble dwang gado kt luar skul ak xjoin..aku trus balik..aku xminat nk amik tau pcl mslh dwg..bcus dlu aku kuat gado..ske msk cmpo hal owg tp lpas 2taon ni aku xbwat bad habbit 2..ngn org2 aku gado pon aku dah mnx maaf n bkwan..mls nk jd msuh ketat org..but 2me spe nk kutok aku,kutokla..dat don kill me o xakn mnjd mclh kpda aku..ryte??i love my school..not so much..smetime i hate it..haha

SOuNd oF bRoKen hEART

this is about a boy who i fall into..his smile could light up this whole school,,he is my bestfren i mean was my besfren..we always share stOry..talk about family n everything we should be..he is cute..banyak jugak orang minat dye..smpai ade orang jelez tengok kteowang rpat..theres a lot of memory about our frenship..aku slalu bg dye MENTOS almost everyday..n i trusted him,,i told him about my self,what i dream lastnite,n even my emailpassword..but aku tak tau npe,,smenjak 2 mnjak ni dye xrpat nan aku lg..mcm ble aku hangout nan dye..dye mcm kureng ckp nan aku n mcm nk lari..xmcm dlu..guess wat??dye mmg ade gf..,,so start dri 2 aku xrpat lg nan dye n xbli lgsong mentos..n xlepak lg..sbb aku gram..yg dye tau aku suke dye tp dye wat cmni...at least xpyh la lari2..ckp jela xske aku rpat2 nan dye..grammmmmmmm...

prinCe ChARmInG...


ni laki cute a.k.a prince charming...yang aku suke..huahaha..

tWiLighT ,,at LaSt!



Yarh...! stlah berabad akhir nye trcapai gak keinginan aku nk bli novel TWILIGHT nih...
sronok nye...x sabar nk bace...

Emm,,mesti best kot sbab citer dier kt cinema dlu cam gempaQ giler kot!!
suke sgt2...of coz kat Edward Cullen aka my Robert Pattinson lah..hihi.... ohh we met on the set of Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire few years ago....ERK?! adei,,prasan pon agak2 la kan..
hiahiahia..who cares..dis are apart of my "WORDS OF MY OWN" laa...
so u'll see more of ayat2 x sdar diri or prasan tahap cipan from me.

Oooops! enough of dat,,, Neway,,harge buku nih RM 35.50 jer..which my sis, Baby yg blikan kat MPH SACC MALL....erm..aku rase bebaloi kot harge tu.. same like previous Harry Potter collection yg ader ka umah tu la (yg aku xpnah khatam tu...) tp versi remaja so dats y murah kot..ok la kan,,mahal2 pon nk bwat ape?! bukan nk kasi hantaran bagai...

Cover buku nih,,juz like the above pict ^^^^^^^.....3 words for dat,,,simple.scary.so bloody...
overall,,nice! tp cover dier x ckup keras laa...tebal ckit dpd suatkaba jerk...aiyoh! silap2 aku g liminate kt kodai...urghhh...cam ape jer...

Language pulak,,of cos la English kan...tp American English,,i assume.. sbab aku paham jgak la x mcm Harry Potter baru page ptame da bwat aku blackout 2 hari...plus kene telan sbotol panadol.
ahaks...melebeh2 betol ayat daku.... ok,,author dier american kot..i dunno much bout her,, STEPHENIE MEYER...bt tgok kat situ printed in USA..msti la buatan sane ye x?

Ape2 aje laa....erm aku nk ckap lbih details on dis novel pown cam x patot sbab aku blom bace pown..i mean x abis lg laa..so harap2 bez n bebaloi aku korek tabung...

Fin. adios amigos...(^.^)

nu blog atlast!

working on it!

yahoo...its my new blog,,akhirnye...
xam da abis so bley la blogging smpi lusoh jari jemari aku nih...
miuhuhu...

tp untk intro ni,,ku maleh tlis2 psl sonok nk tmbah memcm kat blog nih...hehe
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