high school...

i really dint wanna go to school...

i want stay at home,watching tv..n blogging . fc booking..

i hate my fren

i hate muhd faiz..

i hate to b pengawas ol the tyme..

i hte homeworks..

urrgh..nooooooooo

faiz look at me,
i fake a smile so he wont see,
wat i want n wat i need,
and everything dat we should be

i'll bet shes beautiful,
dat girl he talks about,
and she got everything dat i have to leave without

faiz talks to me,
i laugh bcus its just damn funny,
and i cant even see,
anyone dat he wit me

he says,he so in love,
he finally got it ryte,
i wonder if he kno he only i think about at night,

he the reasons of this tear drop on my guitar,the only keep me wishing on the wishing star,
he's the song in the car,
i can sing donno why i do,

so i drive home alone,
as i turn off the light,
i put his picture down,
n mayb can get sleep tonight

chorus

faiz walk through me,
can he tell dat i cant breath??,
n there he goes,
so perfect smile,
the kind of flawless,
i wish i could be

she better hold him tight,
give him all her love,
lokin most beautiful eyes,
n kno she lucky cuz..

chorus

he's the tyme
taking up,but theres never enough for all i need to fall into
faiz look at me,i fake a smile so he wont see...

today
today i when to klcc..watch movies..new moon..so cool,,n lil bored to..jalan2,carik kerja n balik rumah..so tired..kaki bengkak pakai heels..omg..tp best..jmpe mama kathy..she is very nice..i like her..

eVeRyOnE FEel IT...

I HAVE A FREN NAME CAROL,shes 4rom canada.we r gud fren,she is very nice person..n i adore her persinality.she is kinda very2 not..very close to a guy..n he hate brendan..a boy who is rude n so uncool..

one day,she have a huge fight wit her fren denise..who stay next to her..,so she move to onother place dat is infront to brenden..,then they start to talk..n jokes n laughing..n i can see she confort wit him.n ofcoz she don hate him like b4,i guess...

n start dat day,she seem very close to her..,,

n carol told me..she likes him..n was like ok..r u sure??n she is very sure.then they bcame like usual sat together,eveything together..,i can see dat brendan likes her too.the way he stared at her,on the way he talks n smile is very different..n i kno he literaly like her..they was like very sweet together..our fren want her to b wit him.but carol seem very shy,i can say..

she sacrifice for him..like buying him a candy everyday..doin his homework..n sometimes i felt pity on her.but she want to b dat way..as long he love her.

n early october,,brendon start to ignore her n seem not so interest to her..he always bad mood..n give her a bad look..or let say not a flirt look like he did bfore..,n she can feel dat n sometink wrong.

on last november,,carol find out dat..he dating a girl young then her age about one year..n she is terribly upset,,start dat day she so badmud..so unactive..always want to be alone..n i pity on her.she told me not to care of her..n need me to leave her.i can se she is so hurts.plus,she look awful n pale.she cries in her room all the day,she makes lyric about broken heart start to adore taylor swift ,she don eat..she look bad

i kno she likes him so much..im sorry for her.i mean brenden don hv to do dat..he kno..about her feeling..n he likes her too..why not give her a chance..he is so ego..

n brenden talks to her..n joking like they use too..but i sae carol faces,,she gave him a fake smile..n brenden knew it..he relize how she feel..n he feel bad..i think..he deserve to felt dat way..

n start 4rom dat..they don b so close..n carol seem so ok..after she went to my rehab..haha..n she onces told me..dat she'll find her true love when shes married..n u don give to much hope to men u like..she said.

u kno wat..moral of the story,,u never find someone dat u really dream like care about u,love u,bcus they only come once in ur life..n u never find it again when u break her heart..so dont do dis..

i got that guy picture

firstly...next year school start..n everyone know how much i hate it.so boring..i hope im 17..can do wat i want..n free..
n like totaly fuck dat maybe i gonna do to school by bus..n my dad mesti xnak antar..
n the most thing is..i really gonna miss my classmates bcus..im maybe not staying the same clas wit them..ouh no..im miss it...

i hope..n hope dat i can masok kelas sains bio..dat is my dream..i wan it so badly...
n i don want to be close to ct..n ytimah..i hate them..bitch n ugly duckling..bad so bad words..but they deserve dat..haha

holiday...
yeh esok plan nak tengok twilight..xsabar nak tgok kristen stewart..n nak jalan kat klcc tu..
aku plan nak beli buku new moon sbab twiligt baru dah ade...
tp mmg aku xsbar nak g jalan2...

the mummy

sejak tengok the mummy aku fall in love dgan brendon fraser yang sangat hot tuh..bak kate akak aku laki tue..so??hot tuh...